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Fist Year

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Yeah, We already have a year !!!

Today I see the great changes that have happened to me all this time. I remember that I started this blog because I wanted to speak the language of a person that I liked a lot and wanted to be heard by her. Nowadays all this does not make much sense, because although I have tried very hard for this person, no effort of mine was recognized by her.
However, I have learned to express myself better and to put out everything that hurts me. And to like this universe a lot.
Share lots of things with you and listen to what you have to say is very good. I remember one of the things I said to this same person was “I write about bad things to get them out of me, about the good things I do not have as much urgency to write, because I want to prolong this feeling inside” on the occasion we talked about diaries.
I have a notebook that I write when no words would make sense to another person, when the anguish is so great that I could not express myself coherently. So I write and cry and I get lighter.
The text “see you in the future” was the first one I wrote here that I reported what I was really feeling and it helped me to understand what I was feeling. Today more than a year later, we are in the same moment, but the sensation is different. I am stronger, more determined, I know myself better and I understand what is good for me and I accept more easily that people should be left free.
Writing helped me to understand this and to see things as a whole and several comments from you comforted me, put a smile on my face, as well as the texts that I read of you. Many thanks to all of you who read, who respond, who comment, who enjoy. I love talking to you and discovering other amazing people who write amazing things and feel it too.

Gratitude !

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2 thoughts on “Fist Year

  1. congratulations on your first year blogging! There is something powerful in being able to share hopes, fears, dreams, and yes, anguish inside. We can give encouragement to one another. Sometimes, it is just being able to express things inside us, that those things no longer have control over us.

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    1. Yeah, I believe that a lot. When we express ourselves we understand what we feel and we become lighter. We just need to get it out. When I do not speak and I do not solve, it takes me a lot to overcome. Thank you for your comment. Hugs.

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