Almost there or considerations about the near future


I’ve been thinking a lot about my plans. I’almost finishing my college, I’ve studied a lot and there’s still so much I want to do. I’ve been doing lists of what I want for now, what I’ve done and what I have to do before I actually finish college.
I lived here for 5 years but I still do not Know the city, I went to museums, exhibitions, parties, bars but there is still so much to see. I wanted to learn Italian and French and finally decided to enroll, Italian no yet, I started the Spanish course too, it is not my favorite language but learning is accurate.
I wanted a love ah… This is harder. So I started looking and found it, but I do no think it has yet. I lived here with the following thought, there is no love in São Paulo, and I think this is true, in parts, for a long time I thought it was the rush of the other, but I realized that deep down they do not want to, because it is easier to live without having to give to the other.
So I gave up, I decided they’re going to have to find me now. I did not give up on love, no that, but I’II leave it a while, inside me.


  1. After my divorce, I was ruthless. I met ladies, but dropped then when they didn’t meet my standards. Sometimes I was lonely and they were close to the standards. I was tempted to settle, but didn’t. I have a wonderful partner. Don’t let emotions like loneliness trick you into settling for someone you will be unhappy with in the long run.

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    1. Thank you for your comment.
      This is one more of those moments in life that you have to make a decision about, whether you will move on with your goal and head up, or whether you will let your troubles and frustrations guide you. I chose to live and be happy the best I could, if love comes, it’s profit.


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